light on

after the confession...i feel light and ready...ready for everything...somehow i feel like "all my bags are packed and ready to go" i'll just go with the flow...if it's still worth staying...i am more than willing to stay, enjoy everything and feel the beauty and pleasure of it...if not, i'll lift everything to God...just give me a sign...and i'll accept my faith...i know everything has a purpose and no matter what, theres nothing to lose...because i've been happy, contented and i have learn a lot...and i know theres a lot more to learn :)

passing thru

after today i realized that i cannot have it all…or rather i have everything yet still not contented with it…uhmmm well actually contented is not the issue here...maybe the question is do i have everything? sometimes i have to fake feelings in order to look alright…but how can i fake the fact when it is what i see every time i wake up each day …sometimes i am asking myself why…did i made the right decision or it’s just out of stupidity…but i never lose hope…and when chances knocks once again…i am ready to freely open my arms and embrace it .

the other side of me ;)

after days of meditating, thinking, dreaming and experiencing...i discover a lot of things about myself...sometimes we have to explore on things to be able to know who we are...sometimes we surprise our own self...we never expect nor imagine that we can do things unless we try experimenting ;) it's a good feeling that we do things out of boundaries...out of limitations...out of expectations...it was a nice feeling...a feel good thing...and worth trying for :D