passing thru

after today i realized that i cannot have it all…or rather i have everything yet still not contented with it…uhmmm well actually contented is not the issue here...maybe the question is do i have everything? sometimes i have to fake feelings in order to look alright…but how can i fake the fact when it is what i see every time i wake up each day …sometimes i am asking myself why…did i made the right decision or it’s just out of stupidity…but i never lose hope…and when chances knocks once again…i am ready to freely open my arms and embrace it .